She left the window open tonight to shiver out the food she couldn't purge. Left herself available, vulnerable, laid her corpse out with her ribcage regalia on display-- all breathe in breathe out with the quickening pace of the heartbeats in her head-- for the walls, for the sky, for the gawkers and the pointers and the perverts to see, oh, to see how fat and disgusting and terrible she really, really was.
She pressed play.
"... you're wrong, you know."
"Yeah, I'm wrong, then. You say I'm wrong, so--"
"...it must be true."
Ghosted lips and scripted words. She'd listened to it enough times now to whisper the words by her failure of
Current Residence: dysfunction junction Favourite genre of music: something that sounds different MP3 player of choice: my cubey<3 Shell of choice: conch? Skin of choice: my own, thanks. Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac Personal Quote: That's how you do that.
i was actually a little afraid to come back.
or just not wanting to know how many messages were piling up.
i deleted all my watches, btw.
i'll check the sites of the people i truly care about, though.
i'll try to post some recent stuff.
considering getting a new account just for a clean start.
yeah.
kbye.
haven't been on in a long time. don't know why. not much to post. i haven't drawn much for a very long time. or so it seems. if i do, it's usually just sharpie tattoos or typography. taking lots of pictures. digitals. i'd hate to post all of them, but i'd also be unable to choose a select few. soo.. yeah.
been pretty busy with schoolwork and travel, anyways. mostly just reading these days to keep my hands busy. and parousing the interwebs. a lot.
should have new black and white prints soon. most likely. if all goes as planned.
soo.. anyway with 212 new deviations from my subscriptions, i doubt i'll look at them all. my apologies in advance